May be this is what I wanted,
To stay in peace away from you,
It’s sad, it’s true, may be things are best now that we are through.
May be I am happy that it got no further,
I did not have to confront my feelings for you.
Every time my mind repeats the scene, I get firmer,
May be this time I will forget you.
May be I should have told you that I love you.
May be its best if I dont pretend,
Everything hurts so much right now,
I wish may be we’d never met.
Yet it isnt all your fault.
I set my self up for the fall.
And though thinking may be, may be makes it better,
There really was no may be there at all.