What a birthday

I have some awwwweeesomely awesome residents!

First they come with cake and cards and balloons at midnight. Then they decorate my little passageway for me in the morning. And when the day was gloomy and the weather went bad…I read the card, and it was perfect! Literally, the best birthday card ever!!!

So then my staff wished me and made sure I remembered my birthday. 

Then my cousin gave me her and my parents’ presents.

I got wished by my cousins and family and friends. I got tons and tons of facebook messages. Thanks everyone for those, I will reply to each of you within the next couple of days!

And then, we went on a C&C generals rampage until 3 a.m! Totally this floor’s computer game of all time.

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If you ever had a birthday, and wanted it sooo badly again, for me it was when I turned 22.

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I don’t normally give special shoutouts, because everyone just has an equal share. But from everyone I heard today, there was one name that really stood out.
I have to have a special secret shoutout to LND. LND is amazingly awesome, and put together a lot of the efforts. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH.

May be

May be this is what I wanted,
To stay in peace away from you,
It’s sad, it’s true, may be things are best now that we are through.

May be I am happy that it got no further,
I did not have to confront my feelings for you.
Every time my mind repeats the scene, I get firmer,
May be this time I will forget you.

May be I should have told you that I love you.
May be its best if I dont pretend,
Everything hurts so much right now,
I wish may be we’d never met.

Yet it isnt all your fault.
I set my self up for the fall.
And though thinking may be, may be makes it better,
There really was no may be there at all.

Warmth

I don’t know…I’m a little confused…bewildered even.

Just when there are so many clouds, there is a small opening where the sun’s light comes through with just enough warmth.

So I ran into a friend today. I had spoken to her after a year last weekend, and we decided to meet tomorrow. Then today she suddenly called me and asked if I wanted to grab a coffee…I said ok.

It was simply awesome! I haven’t feel so much warmth come my way in a while. On our walk back to the dorm, she started making fun of me about something. I just looked at her, and she was like, ok fine, I’ve missed you too. *hug* it felt sooo good. I was shocked enough not to be able to respond for a few seconds. But I hugged her back, telling her I had missed her too.

Wow…I’m all warm inside now :) I can’t wait for the dinner tomorrow.

It begins today…

A lot has happened in past week
Enough said, done to make me weep
I’m trying, and I’ve gotta be strong

What I’m fighting for can only be won this way
Every time I lapse, I remember the face
The one sure thing that is my strength
Every time I lapse, I remember the voice
The one sure thing that gets me up

My breathing is slowly, but surely becoming regular
And I wait until I again hit the crest
Sitting at the bottom of the trough
There’s only one way to go from here
Up, up and up.

Quote book

The interesting thing about quotes is that you hear them all the time. What’s also notable about the quotable is that they’re pretty much common sense, things we know to be true; yet someone has to quote them, in a nice poetic style and that’s what sticks.

Looking life in the eye…

When the going gets tough, the tough get going.

This was the thought that hit him as he walked by, with the winds against him, fighting him, trying to make him stop, to go back, to command their direction onto him. Yet he stood firm. At first he did not move, then slowly he continued his journey, opposite to the forces pushing him. With time, the winds gave up.

He realized as he walked into the building…it’s never about reaching your goal, it’s about how you got there.

Not a blogger…

I’m personally not really a blogger; I created this account so that I could post elsewhere. 

However, you never know…Someday even I may start…